Hi, it have been like one year or so since I last updated. One year. 365 days. Or more. Life changes.
I am not going to complaint about how life is unfair but how easy people quit. Yes, I have no right to say that you have low tolerance when comes to problems as people have different level of tolerance. But if you start to act like you are so fucking tough then prove it with actions and not just whine or cry when the slightest thing hit you. You are like an aluminum, so what it is metal? It can be crush within seconds. Or the slightest touch. Please. Don't be an attention seeker for god's sake. " If you have the ability, attention will crawl to you. Attention seeking is an only way to glimpse at the best" Now maybe people will say that, you are not me. You don't even experience what I did. Really? Doubt so. The image of me in your eyes is only those thing I want to let you see. So let's not talk about it. People who say that I am a keyboard warrior. See, you are in my property and you should count yourself lucky that I am letting you in.
Next paragraph!
*Sigh* I saw the sword women 3 times in my dreams. i checked the net, it says nothing about sword women until I put goatskin with a sword women. LOL!! So if you believe in mythology, that women should be Juno, the roman form of Hera. But I don't believe this type of thing. I just read not really believe that those gods are above. Recently, there are so much signs appearing to me. But its like the answer is shouting in the sound-proof room. I see it but the vital point is missing.
Last paragraph!
Feeling unworthy to stand in this world, you know? I let so many people down and ruining everything I touch. Worthless. I am mad at myself because of two things, hypocrite and disloyalty. I can't even keep a promise that I promise him, and I want him to do so much thing for me. I am like exploiting his kindness. And I am mad at me because I am being a hypocrite and I told people not to break their promise and I broke mine.
I dont really think that people really read my blog anymore. LOL! It is just a ranting corner! Bye~
CLEAR-CUT
6:44 AM
01 September 2010
hi , people !!!! hahahaha i am sorry for not updating this blog ! tomorrow need to go for the stupid cip , got to sleep now .bye !
CLEAR-CUT
7:01 AM
06 June 2010
farewell
i dun know how many people know about my grandad
i told like 3 people +++
granddad know what i have thing on mon NP thing , he keep telling me to go for it in my dreams .
thanks for training me
CLEAR-CUT
8:03 PM
30 May 2010
I HAVE A FEVER , GREEK MYTHOLOGY FEVER
HAHAHA
i know that the title is lame
i am seriously addicted to percy jackson book
the movie i will rate it about 2/5
as they did not add a lot of detail
some example:
percy is a child
annabeth is a blondie
grover has horns
ares(god of war) is the one that steal the lightning
kornos( father of zeus, posiden and hades) is the mastermind
hades is a albino (a type of diease that made people's skin white )
percy and his friend STAY at the louts hotel
CLEAR-CUT
5:18 AM
21 May 2010
hi
result time
geog= A1
history= A1
combined sciences=A2
english=C5
ART=C5
hahaha went to singapore river
ran/walk/sing/crap with jermaine
JOIN LEROYISM/LEROYSM
CLEAR-CUT
5:57 AM
15 May 2010
1st day kayak
fun
super fun
went to school then saw pow
go mama shop blah blah
GO SEBAWANG
theroy lesson is enough to put batch 16 to slient mode
it is super diffcult hahaha
then go kayak
insturctor with a hat , at the start he pissed me out a little
but it is fine now
hahaha
got sun burn yes
finally
after 6 year old, i never NEVER NEVER NEVER have sun burnt finally
hallejuha
CLEAR-CUT
5:55 AM
14 May 2010
7 deathly sins
-lust
-sloth
-greed
-envy
-wrath
-pride
-gluttonly
7 deathly sins
i realise that i have sloth , gluttonly and maybe lust -.-
hahaha
tell me what sins you have ?
CLEAR-CUT
4:16 AM