One year. 365 days. Or more. Life changes.
I am not going to complaint about how life is unfair but how easy people quit. Yes, I have no right to say that you have low tolerance when comes to problems as people have different level of tolerance. But if you start to act like you are so fucking tough then prove it with actions and not just whine or cry when the slightest thing hit you. You are like an aluminum, so what it is metal? It can be crush within seconds. Or the slightest touch. Please. Don't be an attention seeker for god's sake. " If you have the ability, attention will crawl to you. Attention seeking is an only way to glimpse at the best" Now maybe people will say that, you are not me. You don't even experience what I did. Really? Doubt so. The image of me in your eyes is only those thing I want to let you see. So let's not talk about it. People who say that I am a keyboard warrior. See, you are in my property and you should count yourself lucky that I am letting you in.
Last paragraph!
Feeling unworthy to stand in this world, you know? I let so many people down and ruining everything I touch. Worthless. I am mad at myself because of two things, hypocrite and disloyalty. I can't even keep a promise that I promise him, and I want him to do so much thing for me. I am like exploiting his kindness. And I am mad at me because I am being a hypocrite and I told people not to break their promise and I broke mine.
I dont really think that people really read my blog anymore. LOL! It is just a ranting corner! Bye~
